"no one seems to care enough to this little adorable face of mine

no one seems to know that i'm hungry to death, but couldn't swallow anything 

no one seems to remember that i was their best friend

i catch the mouses for you, i give you warmth in winter, i curl myself beside you every night, i play with you when you're bored, i act cute when you point that camera at me, i let you scratch my head, i let you make me do stupid things, but all you did for me today is just leave me starving under the bed..

losing my weight..losing my faith and breaking my heart.."

................if i was a cat....i would cry my heart out...

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i cried watching my cat eating his first meal in three days..sounds crazy i know..i hate myself for not taking a good care of him. i couldn't sleep, i'm freaking hungry but i couldn't eat. it was so suffering. today at least i know, how pretty the lights are in the morning..another lesson learned. 

edit @ 27 Oct 2009 09:05:13 by J LH.